Today I woke up with an uneasy feeling. Didn't feel like getting out of the bed. Got up, got ready. No shower, hardly had any time and it was so cold. 13F superfreezing it was today.I think I would like to live at a warmer nicer place like california or florida, beachy!
Then I didn't even know what happened I just started crying, felt like missing home. Was I really missing home? or the warmth and love of home. It is what you feel right? So love and warmth is here? Why didn't I feel it? M I missing something in myself? But how can I? I am God's favorite child I know. No, I am complete. Only I need to show and express my self, my love, my true side to others without worrying if I say it right or wrong. Don't hold yourself back, who cares if someone likes u or hate u? U follow your path. Be loud. Be who you want to be. Look back at life, people I used to get shy away from, do they matter anymore? They might have been great friends if you would have expressed your true self to them. Like dilip u showed him your true side, and he is now my good friend. Dilip you're right unique happens to everyone, and it's going to happen to me too. And when I'll be in fellowship I'll have this incredible unique story to tell. Thanks universe for the incredible story and new good friends like him. And yes I didn't express my true self to Dr. David. Forget that he is your teacher, make him your friend. And you'll see the change in him and you'll feel more free.
Then I went into my lil space and listened to songs that soothen my soul. And I was fine. After that it actually went pretty well. I liked how universe was making sure to cheer me up with little little things. Thankyou beautiful uni!
Even I met Emaya on my way back which I had hardly expected, felt good. I like the way she is, she is very smooth talker. And knows what to say, when to say. I would like to develop great communication skill like her, like Dr. Rolan. And then eating jeevana's bhelpuri and talking to purush was refreshing. It felt good.
Signing off for today.
See you tomorrow.
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